Ben

In bed w Ben tonight I said "Benny we need to go on another date soon. Maybe two. I think we should go on two more bf school starts."

Silence.

Then he said quietly and a little sadly, "I didn't want you to say that word. Because I'm worried about it."

 😢 And so the pit in my stomach arrives. And my mama heart breaks.

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